Tick … tick … tick … tick … tick …

On June 23, 2011 by Aimee

Do you hear it?

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It’s the sound of a countdown.

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It’s the unmistakeable mark of a clock’s second hand making it’s way around the face.

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It’s the rev of the engines, the finger over the button, the whistle in the mouth, the green flag still wrapped around the pole, the jumpiness of the horses in the gate, the pitcher’s wind up, the puck on its way to the ice, the placement of the violin bow against the strings, the inhalation of the singer.

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All those things. That’s what next week is for me. It’s the culmination of practice, testing, trying, building, believing, hoping, wishing, crying, laughing and waiting.

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8 more days. Friday. Saturday. Sunday. Monday. Tuesday. Wednesday. Thursday.

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Friday.

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Launch day.

What’s that going to mean? Well, I think it’s going to be more like a birthday after I turned 21 … I looked forward to it, but the reality is it’s not any different a day than any other day of the year.

But it is MY day.

It’s the day I’ve been waiting for like a 16th birthday or an 18th or a 21st. Maybe like when I turned 10 and got to be in the 2 digits. It’s a day like no other, yet it’s a day like every other.

I will go to work. I will go probably do some writing. I will post in my blog. I will eat breakfast, lunch and dinner. I will search the Internet for places where my book is online. I will answer email. I will wonder if anyone is even remotely interested in it. I will worry that those who have bought it won’t like it. By the end of the day, my energy will drain.

But one thing will set me apart and will set that day apart from every other day in my life.

I.

Will.

Be.

A.

Published.

Novelist.

So bring it on, July 1, 2011. Give me your best. I’ve given you mine.

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Little White Lies by Aimee Laine

Little White Lies by Aimee Laine